Butterfly Kisses

Daddy and daughters

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses. (by Bob Carlisle)

We luv you daddy!!

Sometimes the song reminds me of my late dad...and I hope my girls will treasure every moment spent with their daddy...

Happy Anniversary my Love!

28.09.2001

Happy 8th Wedding Anniversary my dear
Life's never complete without you in my life.
I love thee everyday, and to be a part of your life
has been the precious gift ever God gave me.
I thanked God for giving us beautiful children,
as we raised them together lovingly.
Be my Love forever and I shall be yours till
the last breath, smiles and laughters..
Happy Anniversary to my lover-friend..

Saying our goodbyes..

Grandma was getting tired
It has been almost a month and it seemed a cure was not meant to be.

Grandma was a strong and courageous lady
But day by day her sickness taking a huge toll of her life.

With heartaches and tears
We watched and waited for her last breath..
But I could not stay long at her bedside
for it breaks my heart to see her fading away..

Once the heart belongs to a warm, cheerful caring lady
slowly diminishing and stopped beating
on the 16th March 2009, at 9.25pm.

God took her back
He knows what is the best for Grandma
Is to come home and rest..

How much we've wanted her around us
How much we've wanted to celebrate special occasions with her
especially her birthdays.
To see her smile again and to hear her voice.
We love her dearly but
We know we can't keep her anylonger
For God loves her more and He knows what is the best for her.

(To all friends and relatives, thank you for your kind words, prayers and support during our recent bereavement.)

Taken from the book 'The Light'

Real Joy

True peace of mind we cannot buy
Although we pile our money high
Because it's only found within
A heart that's free of guilt and sin

True happiness can still be found
But it is not in things around
For it is there, within the heart
That has been taught the loving art

The key to real joy and happiness
Is found in blessed thankfulness
Although we think that we are poor
A heart of gold is riches pure

From me to you

Hubby gave me a small gift yesterday evening, a wrist watch by Beverly Hills, Polo Club. It's a small wrist watch I've ever seen though. I asked, what's the occasion? but he simply said, "I thought you might want another wrist watch". Hmm..ok in case you might be thinking, perhaps a new Sony Vaio laptop for me? Just kidding, thanks dearie :-) XOXOXO

Nothing to brag about it but I guess the thought that counts and that reminds me to find a suitable gift for him for his upcoming birthday. I guess I need your suggestions, any gift ideas friends?

When we wake up in the morning, it is our present from above,

Open your Present every day, giving thanks first to the Creator that gave it to you,

without thinking what is inside the box.

If today you do not receive the present you wanted, wait for the next one...

and appreciate what you received today

My thoughts, love and prayers for you daddy..

You never said I'm leaving

You never said goodbye

You were gone before I knew it,

And only God knew why

A million times I needed you,

A million times I cried

If Love alone could have saved you,

You never would have died

In Life I loved you dearly

In death I love you still

In my heart you hold a place,

That no one could ever fill

It broke my heart to lose you,

But you didn't go alone

For part of me went with you,

The day God took you home

******

On the 25th August 2000, almost 8 years ago, before the clock stroke midnight. That was 'The Day'. I can still recall the saddest day in my life when my dad died in ICU, Queen Elizabeth Hospital. He died of heart and kidney failure. Before he went into deep coma, I was the last person he talked to as it was my turn to look after him that day. We even talked awhile, seeing him in pain I let out some jokes and he smiled though he was in pain at that time. He asked me to keep his rosary, a silver made from Roma, and I did till today. He said he was thirsty and wanted to drink some water and I hold the cup firmly to let him sip the water and he looked at me and said "you must look after the family" This, till today I never reveal to my mum. It hurts so much just thinking one of the last conversations I had with daddy.

Hours pass-by, I didn't prepare myself for the worst that time, and when it suddenly happen, I got panicked and almost fainted. I was crying, crying calling my daddy, my throat hurts and of a sudden I was pushed aside to a chair, doctors and nurses took charge. He was then transferred to the Intensive Care Unit(ICU) and 4 days later, he left us. I couldn't stand, my limbs went numb, my thoughts were empty and tears flowing...

Being the only daughter, he showered me with his love and care. I love my daddy so much. I really missed having him around us. He was my adviser, he was my inspiration and he was the place I could talk to and let out my problems and misery I had and he would listen. Now he has gone forever, I look up the sky and say my prayer quietly for him and wish him Happy Father's Day..

Thank you!

Friends,
Just to say 'Thank You' for your friendship to me ;-)

Power Colour

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's" Your Power Color?